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Okay, I lied lol. Honestly I haven't had the desire to post lately. Mostly because life was going pretty well and I was feeling decent. I suppose it still is for the most part, but today I'm having a setback day with my anxiety thanks to attending a work function yesterday. It's so stupid, I...

Wrote that two months ago and the only thing I can say is that it's gotten so much worse. 🤦‍♀️ I've been beating myself up a lot lately. Especially this week. I'm not in a good place mentally. Haven't been for a while, even despite all the fun activities and travels I've been doing. I enjoyed...

Anxious, anxious, anxious. My head feels like a mess with constant racing thoughts. Body is constantly tense. It's like my medication isn't even working for me this week. :(

Covid has finally let up for the most part. Today was the best I've felt since I got sick Thursday night. (The rest of covid crept up on me on Friday, feeling like nothing more than a cold until that evening when it hit me like a freight train. Then tested positive on Saturday when I could...

Covid finally caught up to me and is working on kicking my ass after not being able to catch me for 3 years. Damn. I feel like a hot pile of garbage. I took an at-home test and was already testing positive 2 mins in out of the 15 you need to wait. I forwarded this to my supervisor today. I knew...

Meh. Wish I felt happier considering my two days off were pretty good, but I know I'm just dreading the following work week as the overtime I keep getting scheduled just doesn't quit. I got a lot done here, wish I got even more things done but I'm not kicking myself for it considering the...

The Boys Season 1: 8/10 Same rating still applies for Season 1 since finishing it. That pilot episode was a hell of an introduction and a memorable one at that. Not too many shows I've watched tend to have their pilot episode start so strongly. It's not perfect however, and neither was the...

I've been wanting to make a mental health post lately, but can't really seem to bring myself to. It's been hard to organize my thoughts or even figure out where to begin or how to write what I want to write. I've been in a mood the last couple weeks: mostly grumpy as usual, the grips of PMDD...

Exhausted. Been feeling like I'm living at work lately. Glad I have the holiday weekend off. It'll be nice to see family and friends I haven't seen in a while.

Meh. Pissy mood. Had a fun weekend, but now have another busy work week ahead of me. It's like the days off actually spent with friends and family is just a quick distraction from my life of being a hamster on a wheel that doesn't quit. :rolleyes: God I'm so tired of it.

I completely understand what you're saying, especially with your parents because mine were the same way too. Compliments in my family growing up, especially from my mother, was always a contrasting statement versus an actual genuine expression of admiration. (Now that I think about it I can't...

Welcome to the U.S., where a specific group of people love to whine and cry about their free-dumbs and how "communism" is taking over the country, yet go ahead and take actual freedoms away from minority groups in the name of "religion." I do not understand why this older generation...

Had a really fun weekend in the Catskills and checking out some new little places off the beaten path. Our AirBnB was SO quiet, and the older couple hosting their rental property were incredibly nice. If I ever go back to the area (which I probably will someday), I'll definitely seek them out to...

Grumpy, grumpy, grumpy. It's been hot for three days straight and no rain. My internet has also cut out twice this morning, probably because of said heat. I finally have a day off after working 7 days straight with a 12-hr shift in between all that, but I have a lot to finish up today around the...

You're feeling elation and relief for the fact you have the support of your coworkers in a toxic situation. There's nothing to feel guilty or bad about that. You're right, no one should cave into that manipulation. Keep doing what you're doing and focus on the job at hand. She'll either...

Taking a lovely trip to the Catskills for the first time. It's roughly a 3 hr drive across the state from where I currently live. I'll definitely take plenty of pictures. 😁

Overwhelmed. I want to crawl in a hole and sleep until Saturday. I've had a crazy week already. And since going to the dentist yesterday I've been feeling extra sensitive. It was just the usual cleaning, but it always leaves me feeling super sensitive. Having them poke and prod around in your...

- Gardening - Raising and caring for animals - Cooking and baking - Creating recipes - Playing video games - Collecting pokemon cards and graphic novels - Photography (when I actually get the time to pursue)