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  1. Phoenixx

    Loyal's Thoughts

    I'm so sorry your mom had to make an inappropriate comment like that Loyal. :( You put in so much work towards losing weight, yet that's what she focused on most. I can understand your insecurity, but believe me when I say (as cliche as it always sounds), when you're dating someone and that...
  2. Phoenixx

    Life Ramblings

    I'm finally starting to come out of this depressive flunk one week later. It helped a lot that yesterday and today, being my days off from work, we had beautiful warm spring weather. I spent as much time as I could outside yesterday and today doing various things -- cleaned my car mats, did...
  3. Phoenixx

    When I'm down.. (Not for the squeamish)

    I can sympathize. This will also be me when it comes time for either of my parents. It's hard. Especially as a young adult with older parents. I'm always the go-to person when things happen with my mom. My dad can't be bothered to be away from work and my brother is too narcissistic half the...
  4. Phoenixx

    Life Ramblings

    Been struggling with depression pretty bad this past week. Between the PMDD and now the grieving, all I want to do is lay around and sleep. I'm still forcing myself to get things done, but when I'm not doing anything I find myself mindlessly scrolling through apps on my phone or watching YouTube...
  5. Phoenixx

    Life Ramblings

    Our shop cat passed away last night/early this morning sometime. When I went outside this morning, she wasn't around which isn't too unusual on a nice day as she was always up early ready to start the day outside. But then when I didn't see a trace of her come the afternoon I knew something was...
  6. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    Happy Birthday! 🥳
  7. Phoenixx

    Life Ramblings

    Feeling pretty overwhelmed the last few days. I know part of it is my PMDD as it's around that time of the month again. I've been waking up with 5am anxiety again too, which is annoying since I haven't had any of those episodes since leveling off with the Prozac back in October. I've just had a...
  8. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    Overwhelmed o_O
  9. Phoenixx

    Loyal's Thoughts

    Awesome to hear all the great things you've been doing, Loyal! Glad things are going so well!
  10. Phoenixx

    Comic Strip Thread!

  11. Phoenixx

    Life Ramblings

    I had a shit day yesterday. Had an internal meltdown at work in god knows how long. Thankfully I was in the other lab so I didn't have to see too many people because I just mentally could not handle it. There's been stupid shit going on in my department recently. Very petty childish behavior...
  12. Phoenixx

    Had hostile encounters with my the husband of my cousin. He seemed very cold to me when i tried to congratulate him. Am i overthinking this?

    It's hard to say if his problem sits only with you, or whether he's making you the target for his negative feelings. I know you mentioned he was polite to other members of your family, but you also mentioned that he doesn't speak with your family at all. Now is that even despite the language...
  13. Phoenixx

    Life Ramblings

    Spring is finally showing up here. Our last snowstorm over the weekend was pretty wicked, but it left as fast as it came in. By tomorrow all the snow should be melted and gone. I'm excited to see some grass and to tackle my list of outdoor projects that never got done last year. Hopefully this...
  14. Phoenixx

    Gamers thread

    So I'm dumb and didn't realize the mount horse action was in the same action menu where you heal. 🤦‍♀️ But regardless I think it is strange to have to go to a menu to call a horse to mount, which randomly shows up out of the blue. Not to mention that I find the controls a little cumbersome and...
  15. Phoenixx

    Gamers thread

    I've been watching quite a bit of Horizon Forbidden West and Elden Ring gameplay on Youtube recently. Really makes me wish I owned a PS5 but I'm still no where near ready for one, not that I could even buy one anyway if I had the money to spend. Watching those videos has had me itching to get...
  16. Phoenixx

    rate the last film you watched

    Space Force Season 2 - 6/10 Even after 2 seasons I still don't quite know what to make of this show. I struggle getting myself to watch it, but then when I finally feel like I force myself to I do find myself enjoying some of the dialogue and humor, especially with General Naird, Dr. Mallory...
  17. Phoenixx

    Weather reports, please!

    Today it's a high of 28F with a low of 10F tonight with a little bit of snow. On Sunday it's supposed to be a high of 67F with some rain but otherwise just cloudy. Mother Nature doesn't know what season she wants to be.
  18. Phoenixx

    Life Ramblings

    This week started out a bit frustrating, but things are getting better. I'm mostly just in a mood all the time. I'm fed up with winter, fed up with feeling like I'm not making progress with anything in my life, fed up with being busy all the time, anxious about work and tired of working...
  19. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    Feeling stuck in a rut and can't seem to get out and it's frustrating. 😫
  20. Phoenixx

    Life Ramblings

    Holy shit what a month already. I've been crazy busy the last couple weeks and things definitely aren't slowing down anytime soon. By the time the month is over I'm going to be ready to just crawl in a hole to be left alone I think. At the end of last week Willow had an unfortunate accident at...
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