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I spent a good majority of last night researching therapists again. I'm seriously reconsidering going back. I know I've been disappointed in the past, where I've felt not listened to or brushed off, but I've also needed to admit that I mask things too well. I was never fully open and honest in...

My cat recently. I think his favorite trick is dragging himself across the bottom of the couch, jumping off it, then running full speed into the dining room where he monkey climbs the outside of the kitty condo and grabs a snack at the top of the fireplace mantel where his food dish is.

Thanks for putting this into words because I feel the exact same way. I struggle with this every single day and I find it ever so frustrating. I like routine and predictability as much as I also hate it. 😑 I think the challenge for me is that I bore very easily, yet I too fear adventure. But...

I've been waking up the last 4 mornings at exactly the same time right after a nightmare. I think that's part of the reason I've been waking up so tired in the morning. Because the last couple hours of sleep feel stressful. Part of me also feels like wallowing in my own depression today, but I...

I have never really gone out to any other places by myself before besides grocery stores and random quick stops into other stores. Actually sitting down and eating somewhere on my own or watching a movie alone are things that would skyrocket my anxiety, even though I have seen and known people...

Congrats on the job offer! I'm glad it'll be something that will work for you even though it's just a casual position. Good luck!

There's an art market downtown tomorrow I really want to go to. I'd have to go by myself and only for a couple hours since I have to work tomorrow afternoon. Of course my social anxiety is already kicking in at the thought of all the people I'm going to have to be surrounded by and navigate...

This week has already started to make me grumpy and it's only Thursday. I had a really good weekend and I hate that I won't get another 3-day weekend until the beginning of September. But it is what it is. We at least have new hires starting in the next 2 weeks, so a lot of the overtime we're...

No no no no no. They are the stuff of nightmares! Along with other spiders and centipedes and other creepy crawlies! 🤮 Came home from work early last night, but Mr. Phoenixx wasn't home yet as he had a very late day/night, so I went into our shop where our outdoor kitty stays just to check on...

Apparently spider crickets are a thing and now the whole world can burn with them in it. 😱😨

Luca - 7/10 Cute simple film based on Italian culture. Visuals were superb as usual for Pixar, with vibrant colors and all the little details. I loved the credits too as it showed little glimpses of everyone's life afterwards, all in hand drawn scenes, and the after credits scene was of course...

I have been debating on going back to therapy myself because even since I've been officially diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and social anxiety, I feel like there's still something missing. I know my last therapist inquired about ADD regarding my general lack of focus but other...

I'm feeling a lot better today than I have all week. It's Friday, I have plans to take a day trip tomorrow and explore new things, and I get to spend time with Mr. Phoenixx. Life will be good this weekend. :) I also received a package yesterday I have been eagerly awaiting for all year! Last...

I've been stuck inside my head since yesterday and my anxiety has been ramped up to an 11 since then too. I feel like a hamster on a wheel, continuously going but no destination. Just doing, doing, doing for the sake of things needing to be done. There's no satisfaction, just going through the...

The thing is that I have over half my friends list on unfollow. The memes that still pop up on my feed most of the time are political and religious too, probably because of past FB activity affecting the algorithm. But still. You would think after editing my news feed I'd see less, but it...

I decided today to give up Facebook almost entirely. I say almost entirely because I'm still keeping my profile for messenger purposes as most people in my life message me through there than text, marketplace purposes because every once in a great while I do look for sales and sell on there too...

I had a pretty good 3-day weekend. Disappointed it went so fast, but I at least have another one coming up next week. I didn't get to do everything I wanted to do thanks to the weather, but I still got to spend it with Mr. Phoenixx regardless. Sucks that Friday was an anxious day, because when I...

Beastars Season 2 - 9/10 Oh man have I been waiting for this season for a while! Superb animation and fight scenes as usual, great storyline and plot of course. Was hoping for a bit more drama at the end, but did offer a good ironic twist so there's that. I really just cannot get enough of this...