I really don't understand bullies really at all. I been picked on my whole life and it even got as far as getting beat up everyday. I been in the hospital for a suicide attempt and been in years of self harm. I have always been singled out and left out of everything. Recently people stopped talking to me period because I didn't go to a prom party (I graduate this year) They say I am always going to regret it, I don't think I will because all they do at it is drink and do drugs and have sex. Which didn't seem that appealing to me, so now I see all these pictures of all the "great times" people had. People think I'm a creep and they say I missed out on so many great things. I didn't want to go because I have had a very bad part of my life with drug and alcohol abuse, I see more to life then getting intoxicated and having one night stands. I just don't understand why it bothers people that I didn't go frankly I enjoyed staying home and watching batman with my dad I already put my family through hell more then once I don't want to do that anymore. I also hate how most of my old friends don't like me or talk to me anymore because I've become to much of a "goody two shoes" and there scared if I see them do something wrong I'll tell on them. So like I said I don't understand people why today most people my age need drugs or alcohol. I also don't get why every girl I talk to start to date the guys that bully me.