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my pure o is back, does your Pure O ever make you feel like you might actually be a bad person? like for instance my head is trying to convince me i am a killer, i say no i'm not, and my head tells me, yes you are, Do it, i say no, and my head says do it!!!! then my head remembers everything...

i thought it might calm me down because it's an anxiety remover. and thats exactly what it did, a while ago i thought i had no anxiety, i mist have gotten habilitated to it, because this drug made me have no anxiety at all. having thoughts about snapping necks and not feeling anxious or...

i went from pharmacy to pharmacy in china you don't really need a perscriptino if your a foreigner, they must just assume i don't want to talk to the foriegner, or he's from outside of china he must know what medicine to use. when i told them about ocd, they all suggested gamma oryzanol, which...

my ocd was rather hard this week, i don't want medicine, But i do want a theripist, and i am going to go back to canada soon, so i didn't want to look for a theripist in china because i would be gone soon. well anyway. i went scouring the internet for theripists where i am, and all of shanghai...

I made this little poem to explain how i feel you come into my head you fill me with dread. you tell me to kill Make me feel ill. Make you go away so i can live day to day. demons in my mind i can't seem to unwind. go away go away go away. thats all i have to say. today was a terrible day for...

Anxiety Symptoms this website shows the 100 some most usual forms of anxiety. recently i have got a strange feeling. feeling off, Feeling uncomfortable with everything ncomfortable with the clothes on ym back, uncomfortable with glasses, uncomfrotable sitting, standing walking, hugging i just...

i'm worried, super worried if i got rabbies. now i was at home playing with king (he was an adopted street pet afterall) and like all cats he wraped his arms around me and was playing, he scratched me, and i'm pretty sure he didn't bite me, But i can't be sure.... Symptoms of Cat Rabies -...

This past week was terrible, i can't seem to control my OCD very well this week. Thoughts are coming left and right, i watched Slumdog millionaire (i thought it was going to be a family movie, it wasn't) it made my OCD spike like hell, and now i have bad thoughts constantly. My worst thoughts...

i am conviced i am the only person from china.

if you could go back in time and change any one event. what would you change? *note, cannot say i would go back and change every time i didn't say hello to a girl* it must be a 1 time event! a bus. a bus caused all my problems, battling OCD because of a bus. If i could go back in time i would...

do any of you play videogames to pass time or take away some anxiety? i do. what videogames do you guys play? i recently played Neighbours from hell 1 and 2 which is a reallly fun puzzle game, and my favorite game series is Megaman Lets hear what you guys play

last night i was sleeping, and my girlfriend hugged me from behind, and i wanted to turn around and hug her back and then i got a thought "If you turn around you will be in the front page of te newspaper for murder. and i had to tell myself no, no no no no, and then i forced myself to turn...

sometimes i wonder. Am i mentally inept? i know i have OCd or something else up there. But whats not what i mean. Do you ever wonder if everone else is smarter than you? or that maybe you are infact a little mentally slow? I don't have a lot of friends, thats true, atleast my friends are true...

Not really OCD related per sae. But I was taking out my trash and there was an old, dirty beaten up cat on teh street, and it followed me, i took a step back it took one back i took 2 to the left it took 2 to the left. i opened my door, and it came with me. I gave it a bath, i cleaned it up...

i am trying to reason with my OCD. why ihave it. why it is all around the same thoughts all the time i came to a conclusion, all though i don't know how true it is, I remember before my OCD i heard of a guy who decapitated a sleeping man on a bus. and i was thinking about that for a long...

anybody have a journal? i just started a journal a few days ago, I am going to try and write something everyday, About mylife, about that day, about how i am feeling and how my OCD is like. I think, maybe if i write about it i can understand more, and learn to control it better. Suggestions?

there are often unwanted thought thart prevent me from having fun, prevent me from acting normal like i would, But does anybody get intrusive thoughts during sex? i wish they would just go away, i can't concentrate on sex, i lose my erection, my girlfriend asks me whats wrong, I can't handle...

f**ucking intrusive thoughts!!!!!!!! grrrrr, arggggg.... i have a thing where i can't have prune fingers to i bought some heavy duty cleaning cloved, and when i put them on my intrusive thoughts cam rushing, crazier than before. just a 5-10 minute solid thought.!!! having cleaning gloves i...

why types of anxiety do we all have, i would liek to know more about it because i think we all experience different things. it would be good to know what we have in common I get a nausious need to puke feeling if it's really bad, i get urges for chocolate, i get blank mind (forge the past 30...

if you have intrusive thoughts that are triggered by speach, reading, or listening like i do, maybe it would be best not to read this post, because this is what triggered a new one for me today :( I was going to school, i am a teacher, me and 2 other teachers were in a taxi together, and we...