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  1. durda_dan

    your first intrusive thought

    what was your first intrusive thought, how was your reaction I never knew i had OCD. one day i was cuddling with my girlfriend and i had a thought to break her neck I was so scared. i thought i was going to puke. i couldn't sleep, i felt nausious, the next day i went to work in the morning and...
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    nifty story

    Well i ahve bee with my girlfriend for a while now, about 10 months now. and just last week i started wondering if she is suffering from OCD too. so i asked her some questions and showed her some websites. and now she also believes she has OCD as well. she bites her skin off her fingers, has...
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    OCD record

    Well i am currently a teacher in china which i eay and you don't need shit all do be a teacher here, But i like teaching and i wan to be a teacher when i go back to canada, and go to teacher school, But if you have OCD will that affect your chances of getting a teaching job? will the school look...
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    my new rabbits!

    oday i went out and bought 2 rabbits, because me and my girlfriend wanted pets. Bt when i brought the rabbits home i looked at them and my thoughts came back into my head to cut off they're ears! I was scared and had anxiety attack, and felt like puking, it's better now, i was petting them...
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    strange phobia

    ever since i was little, I am afraid to wash dishes. Not dishes per sae, But being in water for an extended amount of time. I am afraid of prune fingers. i can't explain it, I'm not really afraid But the thought of prune fingers sends shivers up my spine, And if i touch anything with pruned...
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    hypocondriac-ish

    a few days ago i was on this forum looking at the past posts, and someone said they follow through their urges and hurt people and the reply was it is not OCD bus OCPD (obsessive-compulsive personality disorder) and i just got all worred... what if i am OCPD and not OCD, what if i will follow...
  7. durda_dan

    understanding OCD

    i dont' know about you guys and gals out there, But one thing i am comfortable saying is that when i write down a list of my OC's and lok on the internet, read about you guys, stories from others, and i contribte my own posts. It makes me feel like my OCD is getting better. i feel that if i...
  8. durda_dan

    muderous thoughts outside of reality

    i was wondering if anyone ever got murderous thoughts that could no way be real? i was watching TV a cartoon actually and then i got murderous thoughts about the cartoons killing eachothers. Is that normal?
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    the best dream i cna remember.

    a few years back i had the best dream i can rememer. i died at the start of my dream but the dream progressed to me and my friend getting to choose ifwe can go to heaven or hell we were told this by a goddess in a blue dress dancing an a crystal clear still lake, surrounded by mountains, trees...
  10. durda_dan

    maybe a strage question

    when i was younger, about 17-18 when i first lost my virginity i noticed something odd. whenever i masturbated i never got it, Only when a girl did anything to me... i would hallusanate. (however you spell it) strange things too. like for instance once iwas getting a hand and then i saw a...
  11. durda_dan

    Advice please!!!

    almost 2 years ago i moved away from my cfortable home in canada. i moved to china. pretty far away, i dont ahve any problems with my family, i love them, i miss them all. and i was perfectly fine until recently... my hours at work increased i am a kindergarten teacher now, so i am always...
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