Went to a 2 day work love in.
I avoided some activities, like breaking into pairs with someone we don't know and talking about a day in our working life.
Eating at a long dinner table seating about 40 people, an absolute nightmare I stayed in my own room.
Splitting into cross team groups and...
I tell people I like solitude. Some get put out, because if I prefer my own company to theirs. It as if I am saying they aren't good enough. Which isn't true.
So I went out in the field with 2 people, collecting material from a rare plant for propagation. It went well I had a good day. My strategy of doing things I might have said no to is working. Being around people becomes easier and easier the more I get opportunities to practise.
Subtext. Today I picked up on a subtext of dissaproval from work colleagues, a lowering in tone of voice, a cold glare. So perhaps I have upset or offended someone, or maybe not. Communication with people, particularly women does my head in.
I think I have exhausted all Andy Kaufmann videos. I am fascinated by his performances. I have even creating my own material. I speak in nonensical ' foreign' languages. I sing Kumbayah in the dialect on islanders of the outer hebrides, I am stealing back the song Peter Paul and Mary stole from...
My home, my parents, our pets, the scribbly gum trees in our garden, my room, my toys, being able to run faster than the wind, Christmas presents, easter show bags, freshly delivered bread, the sound of the postie,
I go for runs, take seascape photos, go on bushwalks chasing flowers, learn new songs on my guitar, sleep, spend too much time on social media, play Wordament on my phone, cheer my footy team on.