Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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truffleshuffle
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Having to answer the door in a hurry with no time to put a bra on = Awkwardh:
Only trully awkward if you have to answer the door also with out a shirt too.
someone just asked me to lend some money to them,I would gladly do it,but people are so selfish,the last person I did that was like a parasite,he always kept asking,he payed me back but the last time he just went away,its isnt about the money,but his actions make me sick,then now this guy and girl,they are really selfish,keep calling other people dumb and are selfish and bad people in general,now they come ask for my help?
I didnt lend,I only feel bad because I had to lie about it,I have enough money,if they werent such pricks,I would gladly do it,but they will probably waste on drugs or something.
I didnt lend,I only feel bad because I had to lie about it,I have enough money,if they werent such pricks,I would gladly do it,but they will probably waste on drugs or something.
outofthisworld
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I feel good today, i'm happy i'm not depressed as I've been the past 3 weeks.
For long time I actually look forward for the future.. lets see how long that will last lol
For long time I actually look forward for the future.. lets see how long that will last lol
Roman Legion
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Since Friday, I am already running out of money from the TV I sold. I am not running out due to spending on things for myself, but rather helping parents get some fuel and food. I just wish I were able to save the money for my plan to buy a van to live in; this entire situation is perpetually asinine.
EscapeArtist
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Is there more around to sell? Or would you be able to work part time? Or do they have that job as a... person that rings bells by stores for christmas donations (what's the name of it??) around where you are? My mom just started doing that for the season and gets 10 bucks an hour for it, which is a small but valued help financially.
EscapeArtist
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I found this benzo called oxazepam?? in my mom's cupboard from awhile ago. I think it was to help her sleep? I'm not sure... But I was feeling really anxious, didn't even realize it, until I took one...And wow. It helped something. There goes the self destructive urges. Guess they do come out of anxiety..
Opaline
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I think my BDD problem arises from anxiety too, because whenever I've had to take any kind of nervous system depressant I have felt much better about my issue. It doesn't plague me like it does normally. This makes me think maybe I would benefit from being on a benzo for a while.
truffleshuffle
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I know kinda how you feel. I am perpetually broke and worse when something stupid happens while Im trying to maintain like my car window motor breaking and it cost 400 to make a dam window roll up. Which it would not be to bad to just slap the trashbag over it but There is no way I am parking my car like that where I live I would have nothing left. I have been overdrawn for two months trying to get everything back in order.
outofthisworld
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I hate insomnia grrrr,, i cant sleep its 4am, I need to wake up at 9am. any ideas on how to sleep without any medicine?
truffleshuffle
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I have no idea I have the same problmes. Wait till you can;t sleep then have something to do and have to be gone most of the day and still can;t sleep after till at least 8 or 9 pm the next day. I have run into this often It sucks
EscapeArtist
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Like you read my thoughts! Most of my anxiety is also from body hatred. Seems like this benzo would also help with the urge to overeat or do any other kind of self harm out of it. I didn't you had bdd issues opaline. What benzo helped you in those times that you felt helped by them?
Opaline
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Well... I've never had a prescription myself, to be honest. Someone else let me have a couple Ativans. They worked pretty well. I've also noticed that other depressants do the trick, such as painkillers, alcohol, and antihistamines. I'm not recommending that anyone take these or rely on them to cope with anxiety, but again, the pattern makes me think BDD sufferers could benefit from anxiety meds. Maybe not all, but definitely some of us.
truffleshuffle
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I know that painkillers,alcohol, and antihistamines are not good for anxiety It will end up making things worse. I would not recomend those for anything anxiety
Roman Legion
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I have books, computer, small amount of clothing and my car. I have sold just about everything I can sell. I keep applying to every store I can, but never hear back from them. I dislike the Salvation Army for my own reasons, so I will not work for them. I just need to get by until my Pell Grant comes in and then I will purchase a van and moving into it.
Yes, my account too has been overdrawn for quite some time now; my car lacks an up to date state inspection, the two front tires are about to go out, have not even put oil change or exterior washing up as priorities. I can feel the extra overdraft fee on top of my next insurance payment coming out soon, so I am hesitant to use what money left from the TV sale to pay my overdrawn bank. I just recieved more letters from debt collectors for medical and dental bills in the mail today. I will not say I prefer death over this bad situation I have been in my entire life, as I do not wish at all to die. I will get by somehow, I am just unsure how right now. Besides getting back in school for Spring 2013 semester, my priorities are getting something warm to wear and getting a van to move into. I may try offering my car in trade again to find a good van, something already in a camper configuration, class B camper van, last time nobody would even entertain my offer.
MikeyC
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Knees, on the other hand, wasn't God's best achievement!
Money permitting, you can buy a really cheap bowl or two for the purposes of smashing them. I have considered that a couple of times.
Roman Legion
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I believe my laptop's hardrive is about to stop working. Getting that clicking noise you hear before one finally goes out.
Opaline
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I'm aware of that
That's why I said I'm not condoning anyone take these to help with anxiety, I am simply pointing out that I have noticed nervous system depressants seem to help with BDD, which says to me it is, for some people, directly linked to anxiety and could benefit from an anti-anxiety med.