Recent content by twiggle

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    Post what you cannot say

    I really wish that you would just get over yourself and stop thinking that the world owes you one. You are so condescending about absolutely everybody else, especially those who try to help you, and then you complain about the fact nobody makes any effort with you. The 'nice guy' act doesn't...
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    Post what you cannot say

    I hate the way you've changed. You're not there for your friends as much anymore because your mind is full of worrying about why he's angry with you. He treats you so bad and we all think so but we can't tell you because you'll be offended. When I see him next, I'm afraid I won't be able to...
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    Post what you cannot say

    We could have been so good togetherrrrrrrr But nevermind. I won't really sweat and neither will you. Life goes on.
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    Post what you cannot say

    I see right through you.
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    "If I were you..."

    ... Do you ever wonder what other people would do if they were in your position? And I mean, exactly your position? Same kind of anxieties, same kind of upbringing? I have my way of trying to deal with my SA but so many times I wonder if I'm completely off-track. It seems that there are so...
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    Twiggle's Tales

    I've decided to hog a whole thread to myself and create a 'journal' of sorts. This will probably consist of most of the things I usually post in the 'How are you feeling' and random thoughts thread, but would rather put here because then at least people have a choice over whether or not they...
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    Oh just shut up, brain!

    So I'm sat here on a Sunday afternoon with the sun shining, a bit of reggae music on, glass of orange juice and am just browsing the internet when all of a sudden, I read a sentence somewhere that triggers a vivid memory of something that somebody said to me on FB chat several months ago, that I...
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    What does SPW mean to you?

    Well, this is my thousandth post, and rather than fritter it away on the Word Association thread or something I thought I'd create a thread looking at the affects of SPW and what this site means to me, and then others can also share their experiences. I'd spent 25 years feeling as though there...
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    How can I say this to people?

    Having read through this forum and around on the internet I think I've finally realised that this 'Avoidant Personality Disorder' is pretty much me, and I'm pleased to see I'm not the only one who is like this. Not the only one who would stay behind in the school toilets for 15 minutes so that...
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    Avoiding Friends Online? And hello from a Newbie.

    Hello, I'm new to the forum :) I've been reading for a while and its been so nice finally realising that I'm not alone in the way I feel. I have never really been open about my paranoid thoughts to others, so have never really embraced the idea that I may have some kind of SA. I've tried to...