Recent content by Steppen-Wolf

I'm just extremely bored of not having anyone to talk with. My SA isn't as bad as it used to be but making new (even online) friends is still almost impossible for me. My interest are mostly geeky (history, games, anime, etc) but the few friends I've had were all because I'm a good listener and...

So about a year ago I met a girl at my uni. She inmediatly caught my eye for reasons that are rather odd and long to explain. In any case and due to some random coincidence she turned out to be everything I had been looking for in a friend all my life. The first true person to fit that mold...

Ok, this is rather silly. But I've backed myself into a corner and right now I don't really have anyone with whom I can talk about this kind of thing. Around 5 or 6 years ago I met this girl through the web. She was from another country but right away we clicked in a manner that was rather...

How many SPW users also like Reddit? I honestly find it to be just about the best webpage when it comes to just passing time, you can find just about any niche you like and costumize your account so that you only see posts about things that interest you, I personally enjoy reading some of the...

Albeit quite a lonely one. Didn't actually talk to anyone today, just went to class, did some shoping, some cleaning and that was about it. It doesn't really bother me all that much, at least not more than any other random day. But since it's my B-Day I at least want to get a few things off my...

I don't believe that things happen "for a reason" or that there's some master plan for each person. But I do believe we can help ourselves and have better odds in the randomness of life. Last year I made a huge emotional effort to leave my shelltered and self destructive existence with my...

Since I've had any significant conversation or meaningful human contact. Online or otherwise. Nothing other than a couple of words with the cashier or some of the security guards of my residential complex. Classes are over, I don't really want to go to my home city until I absolutely have to...

Last night I had a dream that could be described as a classic manifestation of some subconscious unsatisfied emotional needs. The feeling was amazing, even "healing" in a certain way, but it's also matched by the great dissapointment that you feel once you understand that is nothing but a dream...

About 18 months I was a total mess, lots of anxiety, several panic attacks, constantly shaking and I had the independence of 6 year old at age 21. Now many things have changed, I live alone and far from my parents, I've learned a lot about how to deal with people and I've overcomed many, many...

because it just might come true. For many years I wished to somehow find another human being that awoke any sort of emotion in me. I always tought that would be the key to motivating myself. I always knew what I had to do, but I need something external to really give me the drive to truly...

At the beggining of this semester in college I saw a girl in several of my clasess that blew my mind... something that NEVER happens. I just felt a huge need to get to know her, my instinct just screamed at me that I had to make that happen in some way. While I'm no longer 100% socially awkward...

Yes, just a little bit late for introductions after being registered for over a year, but back then I was way too insecure to even make a thread like this, but my new attitude about life is just to do things without thinking about it. So here I am, my name is Daniel, I'm 22 years old...

Or in this case, fear with fear. Because fear is the problem, right?, it's what limit us so much and makes us so unhappy. But what if we could use the power of fear to help us get better? That's the approach that I've taken for solving my SA. Which is why decided a couple of years ago to study...

It's been four years since I parted ways with the only person I've been truly emotionally attached to. In those four years I have made great progress in my quest to overcome this disease, yet the challenges ahead remain many and scary. The great irony of my case is that any progress I've...

Rumor feed: The Collegiate Times - Media/News/Publishing - Blacksburg, VA | Facebook Maybe it's some sort of copycat?, so weird for something like this to happen twice in the same school.