A girl cut my hair; one day I was just like "damn I dont want to look like a pretty little blonde girl, I want to be PUNK", and so this girl said hey let´s shave your sides and I was like why not............... I hope you feel better soon though.. There must be some things you can do to cheer up yourself? My mood goes up and down, and just a couple of days ago I was feeling extremely depressed, having very dark thoughts - but once again my mood got better after some days. It always happens like that. I should be more disciplined and change bad habbits, I feel like I often let myself drown in negativity because I have zero discipline to stay calm. Does that make sense?