Recent content by RaphialLee

I'm trying to find a career where I can work by myself. I can work with people some, but just not all of the time. :kickingmyself: yes it is aggravating. :cuttingmyhair:

I have a theory that if I keep my hands busy during social situation, it wil reduce anxiety. I need something to reduce my anxiety during those times. Is there another way?

:oh: People tell me that I have my own shell and don't let anyone in; need to break out of that shell by introducing myself to people. I will tell them that I rebuild my shell from the left over pieces and now I'm kind of back from the beginning lol. in other word I try introducing myself to...

I'm not sure if its a depressing feeling, but similar. When I get home, the holdest things to do is cleaning up. Its not that i'm lazing, its just kind of depressing when thinking about going back. My weekends is like a relief. Let me restart this. When I go to work or school, some place where...

I just want a girl friend.

I try telling them the problem I have with social anxiety which cause me to act the way I do. they act uninterested in my problem. I can see that as understandable, but why do they said that they don't want to hear my problems or issue but would rather hear a lie or rumor about my issue. these...

I try telling them my problem I have with social anxiety which cause me to act the say or act not interest in my problem. I can see that as understandable, but why they said they don't want to hear my problems or issue but would rather hear a lie or rumor about my actions. these are the same...

I bend over back to try and change my prospective on people, but they just keep reminding me why I stayed to myself before. First I thought it was the way I dressed because I was poor. no now I'm older people just find new things to say bad about me. Maybe the way I smelt. nope same issues...

I'm starting to believe that in myself. I am starting to believe that movies hipnotise people and me lol, causing them to think that you need to be in a relationship. My relationships status end up bad. It always ends up like; I want this or I did that. the we in a relationship transform into I...

I trys my hardest to prove myself wrong but every time I open myself up I get hurt over and over again. I hate being right about how people behave and the way they treat other. They just cannot prove to me that they are people who isn't toothfaced. I'm at the point where I don't know where to...

I think I need to try I get that out of my head. why I go to my college classes. I notice guys and girls talking and I get jealous. I hate going out in public because it expose the pride left in me , the part of me I'm trying to get rid of all together.

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I'm looking forward into watching this season in of the NFL

This Social Anxiety is hurt me with jobs and school. I went seeking help for SA. it a long story. I was at my lowest point an was sent to the emergemcy room. they wanted to talk to me I was too depressed to talk with any one. I feel that they could help me. they asked my parents do i have a...

I went seeking help for SA. it a long story. I was at my lowest point an was sent to the emergemcy room. they wanted to talk to me I was too depressed to talk with any one. I feel that they could help me. they asked my parents do i have a learning disability. That was an insult to me because...