Pink_Paula

xbox 360? I didn't know you like video games, that's awesome! What games did you get for it? ::

That made me well up :: I'm a bit of an emotional wreck atm and people can be so kind. Thankyou ((big hugs))

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I was going to come on here last night when I was bad but got paranoid about making a fool of myself or people thinking I was attention seeking or something

hehe thankyou too :: My sis trims my hair occasionally but I wouldn't trust her with a fringe lol. I've spoken to my gp today and I'm feeling a little bit better ta, it's the evenings I dread lately though

yeah there's more goals now, coz i think teams were too scared to lose the first match. bit disappointed about our boys, coz we're basically out of the comp, but i guess they're not ranked no. 80 something for nothing.
how about you? I just can't understand why the eng fans and media wrote their team of after a draw. it's really silly...
italy only drew with the US, and they went on to win.

You should force your other family members to help, PP! That doesn't seem fair that you have to shoulder all this responsibility... It's too much, physically and emotionally, for one person to handle, for sure. ::

And aw, it makes me sad when you say I'm a genius because it shows we really don't know each other at all! :: I can't remember the last time someone called me a genius in real life without proceeding it with a phrase like, "...Your other left."

thanx pink. i guess i get carried away sometime, and moan and groan a bit too easily. but thanx again. hope you are well...

haha! A regular sleep schedule is good for you though! It does wonders for skin and metabolism and mood and a bunch of other stuff! But aw... ya, I know it's tough, PP. I've been there... If you were closer, I'd offer to help out (for realz!), but the whole Atlantic Ocean thing is kind of an issue. ::

Oh, and abm, you do have an outbox, mang! lol. If you go to your User Control panel, along the left-hand side of the screen, there's a tab called "Private Messages" or something like that. Click on that, and it'll bring up a little box with "Inbox" and "Outbox" (or something like that) links... LOL@ spamming PP's wall with teh random info!

No, Paula I think there is no outbox I have a firm belief that we are not suppose to remember the last thing we told someone. I don't know really...I have emailed the webmaster (is it sad that I did this?) and got no reply so we shall never know!! Uh yeah, you are probably from Ca and got mixed up when you were a baby. Sorry to tell you this those aren't your parents LOL!! I told you I talka a nonsense. I was going to put a picture on here, but Photobucket is acting fug. I'll do it next time

Ah, finally! I'm glad she's home! Hopefully you haven't been too sleep-deprived the past several days waiting for her to return... but now I guess you'll be sleep-deprived in looking after her... and your bunnehz. Aw, you've definitely got your hands full!

yea im great pink im always great im a happy little gazza lol

oh pinky winky poos :: how you doin lol good i hope

Hey PP, hope you're OK!

"i guess some people just don't care how they look "

I'd pay money to have that kind of confidence!

Ooh.. That makes me happy as well

"It really does look fake lol how can a bird be a better dancer than me? it just doesn't seem fair lol"

haha. I'm sure you're a great dancer... well, as long as you don't try to imitate that bird, I suppose. I mean, that woman in the vid wasn't very successful... lol.

I heard your mom is in the hospital... I hope she will be okay

Thanks for the compliments PP..you look pretty in your pic too May just take you up on that venting pm offer sometime....watch out lol

....Didnt even have the volume on..was just like a sort of comfort. Only these past few days have i started leaving it off all day...as cbt is getting closer..and i have to drop all of my freaky habits lol

Lol yeah..i feel like a complete freak too outside. All of my thoughts are within..and i cannot take in the 'outside' and enjoy 'the moment'. Im crippling self conscious thoughts never leave me..they dominate me..and keep my indoors. Im really nervous and awkward around anybody..even close family..im a lot different to what i come across online. I actually feel haggard, tired and stressed in RL...im far uglier than my avatar may make me look. I take my av pics in perfect light..so they make me look a bit prettier than i really am. I havent the balls to post an exposed ugly mugshot *worstnightmare*

Na..never done cbt yet. It shouldnt be too long now though..as i've been waiting 11months. I've been going out with the dog on night walks to try and prepare myself for the scariness that is cbt therapy lol. How did you get on..oohh tough on ya...that sounds scary? *hides*

Hehe yeah i used to sit with the tv on all day everyday in the background....

I dont think im scared of the outside..but my bdd causes me to be agoraphobic..it's more due to the way i see myself rather than being scared of things around me though. Gahh..i dont know really..im just too complicated lol. Im awaiting cbt..shouldn't be long..hopefully they will sort my head out.

Ha we used to argue all the time..but this past year..i've went off footy a bit..and i very rarely watch any tv...though i do think this is down to my online addiction..im never off this bloody laptop. I think we'll take all six points off the mackems this coming season though What made ya move to Londen then? Do ya have a partner or family down there?