Recent content by mozart87

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    not knowing to swim

    do you see any connection with social anxiety, shyness etc.? I make efforts to learn to swim. actually, I am in the stage of trying to relax when in water. I started from being afraid of water, of keeping my head under water. took some classes last summer but it didnt work too well, that...
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    **** double dates

    don''t ever go... my friend wanted to make a favour... well although i wasn''t shaking or blushing or anything ... it sucked cause there was a third couple.. and I didn't manage to talk too much... really boring ...I was keep telling to myself why the hell did I accept it? I don't need women or...
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    a list of the most embarissing moments in my life. kind of self-hypnosis LOL

    so I kind of feel better lately. I am continuosly clearing my mind about what I wanna do in life, I am more and more tolerant about me, what I did, and also other people, which is kind of surprising:bigsmile: as I could't completely let myself to a psychoteraphist I am willing to reveal some...
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    the things are very serious

    be careful http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19025482:eek:
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    I don't know what was in my head

    A few minutes ago my friend invited me to a bar and I accepted. I am going now I hope it won't be tooo bad. c ya later
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    I'm stupid I lost money again

    this evening I had the stupid ideea to go to a market near me. I had about 23 euros and I lost them. it's the second time in less than a year when this kind of **** happens to me. I am so angry on myself, I am ashamed to tell my family that I lost money again. I won't take any money with me from...
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    anyone else obsessed with hair gel?

    well I'm really obsessed with styling products. I tried a lot but none seemed to keep my hair "wet" as I want to. now I'm thinking to try professional products from londa. anyone else experienced in this area?:)
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    addiction to hotlines

    when I had like 10 years old I had an addiction to hotlines that promised prizes... it ended bad, with a very big bill ...it was a nightmare...I remember i saw a movie with a similar situation.... anyone else experienced something like this?
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    I'm leaving SPW for some time

    well tonight or tommorow I'll click the Log Out button. I have to start prepparing for my exams hopefully I will manage to graduate college this summer. I'm in a state where I think I must avoid "wasting time" and SPW is taking me a lot of time lately. of course I read interesting things here...
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    removing freckles (men)

    hi, are there any of you tried any creams for removing freckles? do they work or it's just advertising?
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    not saying "hi" to people

    one my most pronounced "social phobia" caracteristic is that I don't say "hi" to a lot of people I meet in everyday life. at college, I had some previous bad experiences in the first year, sometimes when I said "hi" but I got no response. so I become an ******* myself, I say hi only to people I...
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    anyone obsessed with hair gel?

    well I really am into hairstyling and stuff like this, I've tried a lot of types of hair gel to make me look better and to minimize my anxiety. ::p:usually cheap and crap, but now I've just bought online a so called "organic hair gel" produced by Eco Naturkosmetik awell known brand on the market...
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    do you think having more money would rise up your life?

    I really do. if I have more money I will do a lot of things that would improve my social skills. first trying alternative therapies going to gym, after be more confident of the way look even to a dance club or sth, travel more, maybe learning to swim etc. what do you think?
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    going to the bathroom when you are away

    I wonder if any of you have experienced this. whenever I travel and have to stay in other place than home I have problems with satisfying my fiziological needs, especially poop LOL. usually I'm in a state of semi-constipation, and have this for all the period I stay. I get back to normal only...
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    no more drama =kind of positive post:P=

    I think I'll stop being obsessed or feeling shameful for my social phobia. I already enjoy life in some parts of it like eating good food ( broccoli, bananas, making juice of oranges), watching some tv shows (intervention -zone reality,a&e tv, spa of embarrissing illnesses -zone reality...
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