Hey
Super sorry for the late reply, had a lot on recently! I can't believe you had a job as a teachers aid, though I'm sorry it was you who suffered when the cut backs hit. Still it's kick ass you did something so huge like that, I'm sure you will find something again when you feel motivated. As much as ruts suck, I think we sometimes need them to recover.
And aw your not making me feel obligated, though it's sweet you asked. I don't think it's weird either. I always feel like I'm bugging people. Anyway I'm stuck In a rut too. I'm pretty much housebound at the moment, but I have some big changes going on. Once life is a little more stable I'm going to try and get back to the gym. Not exactly a big goal but hopefully it will lead to other things.