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  • Yeah, Palestrina's composition is a fine one. I'm glad you like it. If it is music, then I am a fan, lol. When I began learning about music and creating my own, the way I perceive music changed tremendously.
    As for the times... Yes. But I also like the 70s and 80s. There is a kind of mysticism hidden in Medieval and Renaissance times - a different world and way of living. And sometimes I'm sick of the accelerated, nervous and economy-oriented life of today. It's too social, demanding, noisy, people are automatic.
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    Jealous of me? Lol it takes a high level of douchebaggery for me to dislike someone so I get along with just about anyone who doesn't run from me.
    Hey, I was wondering, do you also like Medieval and Renaissance music? Like this:
    YouTube - PEROTIN - Organum 4 Vocum (excerpt, short)
    YouTube - The Tallis Scholars sings Palestrina
    Greetings from Bulgaria!
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    I have a lot of things I like to do. I dunno if I can call them hobbies though. I've liked collecting comics since I was a kid. I usually read scifi novels if I can sit still long enough lol. Going to the movies, hanging out with friends (don't think I'm popular its just 2), pc gaming and whatever. I also like to run, it helps me relieve stress although only temporarily. Other than that I just spend too much time here on SPW lol.
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    I can't remember what I ended up doing that night. I think I got on the x-box for a little bit. You have anything you like to do to kill time?
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    It's ok here. Kinda bored as hell right now though. The only thing you can do here late is go to the clubs and I don't feel to good about doing that unless I got about 3 friends with me I trust lol. Just saw Legion at the movies, if you ever wanna see an angel carrying a machine gun there ya go :p
    Hey, sorry our chat ended quickly yesterday, I only got your message when I logged on this morning. I'm sure we'll speak soon :)
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    No I live in the city. Because of the light pollution it's really hard for me to see anything in the sky except for the moon. The sky is just a big orange sheet thanks to the street lamps lol.
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    Yeah I was into Astronomy also, but it seems that the calculations are the backbone to the whole science. I'm thinking of trying biology. Maybe that's not as bad? What I was waiting on was to see if I got into the college I applied to. Is there much light pollution where you are? You have to go way out of town to see anything here lol.
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    I'm actually a lot better than I was thanks for asking. :) I've just got way too much time on my hands right now and I'm not used to it. So I've been trying to stay busy with whatever hobbies I have until I hear back from the school. You doing ok yourself? Also, did you say you were into Astronomy? Thats pretty freakin cool if so.
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    You know, I'm not exactly sure how to get that kind of help. I don't have any insurance or the money to pay for it. But yeah I'm sure your friend is better off out of the Navy. I don't think you wanna have that kind of lifestyle if you're depressed. I've seen happy people come out of there with some kind of problem lol.
    I understand how you must feel with medication, I got prescribed new medication at the doctors this morning, but I don't start taking it until saturday. Well for me, I got increased anxiety like the doctor said could happen after taking the first type of anti depressant medication I was prescribed (months ago), I had a real loss in appetite (arguable this is also linked to depression) and that's about it. Oh, I found taking one type of medication could send me to sleep for literally 11-12 hours per night lol. I'm sure you'll be ok, I know what it's like to build up a barrier to this kind of thing.

    Therapy went well thank you, I'm doing another exposure experiment next week which isn't always good, but good in the long run. Exposure to situations you fear :/ All for good though!
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    Well the short time I did get to see someone I was diagnosed with dysthymia and thats all. Which I know was caused by the fact that I get anxious in around people. It got worse in the military since I ended up spending a lot of time by myself. I wish I would've saw someone sooner, before I separated. What about you? Were you ever able to talk to anyone?
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    Yeah I got over it pretty quick but I don't think it matters anymore. By the time I started doing that people grew up I guess. But like I said, I need to work on getting my self worth back cause right now the only enemy I have is myself.
    Where it says 'it is of great importance that you know this picture was taken on _____' lol. Obviously laughing in a good way :)

    Ah I see. I've been on different meds for a while for anxiety, I have gotten side effects on stuff I've taken in the past, but it's nothing too bad. I'm sure you'll be ok, I hope the therapist session went well - I just got back from mine a while ago.
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    Sorry I forgot to ask you if the friend request was okay.
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    No luckily I didn't get seriously hurt. Just roughed up a bit. I think the humiliation hurt more really. I'll take a bruise over that any day. The self defense stuff was so I would lose my fear of fighting back.
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    As a guy I got bullied for being too skinny, so I don't think you can really win in High school or Middle school. I had to start taking self defense cause those bastards were getting too rough with me lmao. Anyways I'm doing pretty good today.
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    I wish I had an answer for that one. I'm trying to figure out how to love my appearance too lol.
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