Recent content by ktea

Do you have a little person inside your mind that always puts you down? Often I feel like I'm carrying around a built-in critic who is constantly monitoring everything I do and finding fault. It says things like: "there you go again, you idiot!" or "Just like you to have said a stupid thing like...

when you mention the word "self-harm" or 'cutting" why does almost everyone think of "emo?" Cos I recently asked a question about self-harm on Yahoo Answers and more than half of the answers were "they just want attention," or "they're sick freaks who need serious help." The meanest of all was...

.....and in a confrontation? I cry when I am angry and everyone knows that when you cry in an argument, you lose by default. I have always wanted to be calm, cool, and collected in a confrontation like my sister but those tears well up every time. I feel weak and defeated, and because of...

Sometimes I get so lonely that I forget what day it is, or how to spell my name. On a happier note, I'm totally obsessed with this song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h39viH0TgKA

I've been feeling lonely lately(that's a first.... *SARCASM*) and have been yearning for companionship to cushion my woes. But now I realize that not many people want to befriend those who are always down, which is understandable since it's a philosophy I agree with. I mean, I myself would...

Why am I such a nervous wreck? I feel like a socially inept freak. I can't step outside my house if there are people walking down the street, or if I see the neighbors outside. I get nervous and it freaks me out! I also get really iffy when people come over. >___< I seriously hide in my room...

Ok there has got to be something wrong with me. I'm broken in some form or fashion. The thought of having friends, talking to people about your problems, your feelings, what's bothering you.... really just terrifies me. It's hard for me to express my feelings to anyone. I've never had a close...

I'm taking up the violin again, after three years. =) I'm getting new strings for it in two days, and then lessons! I'm really gonna have to push myself. I need something to focus on anyway. get my mind off all this anxiety. =) Sooo what instrument do you play, or would like to?

Have you ever reached such a depth of hopelessness and despair that you contemplated suicide and wanted to end your own life? If so what was it that prevented you from going through with it? What made you NOT act on the thoughts? OR Have you ever attempted suicide but been "saved"? Were you...

Can someone offer me some solid, credible advice? If you look at it from an evolutionary perspective, we're nothing more than advanced humanoids, who are here to reproduce and die. From a business perspective, we're here to think hard, study, earn money, and buy things and then die. There are...

ok, some brief things about me: - have social anxiety - I'm a 15 year old girl - I'm home schooled - I have no friends - I hardly ever leave the house i feel isolated and alone.. I really want someone to talk to. if you have AIM, please add me. my username is ktea bunni.

I have social phobia, and it SUCKS. I'm afraid to answer the phone. I'm afraid to answer the door. If my mom or sister's, brother's, etc) friend comes over, I literally hide in my room until they leave. I pretty much avoid all social gatherings. I don't like parties, field trips, being around...