I was thinking about what you told me being alone isn't that bad if you don't covet something you can't grasp. When something was happening like a party or get together I would get over excited and preferred being alone to calm myself but ten years of doing nothing much because of it got me so bored I just want to make up for it just can't turn back time but I have plans at least. Did I tell you I graduated hs on Sept 10th 2001 talk about the worst luck ever.