Hi feeling, thanks for the concern on the forum post. i appreciate it. i guess i was just feeling it at that moment and i just let it go.. It's about subconsciously yearning to make friends i guess. Being on this site and getting addicted can become lonely, but we're all really disconnected and the more i post and msg people the more emotionally attached it gets me and that makes me more lonely and it hurts to have to rely on strangers for attention... because you wont always get it.. so its just time to take some time off i guess and get rid of the dependency..