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    questioning my anxiety diagnosis

    Went to the doctor a couple times, and each time I went I had very, very high blood pressure (hypertension levels), a super fast pulse, and would be shaking a lot. It's not high blood pressure due to physical health issues like being overweight or eating poorly or anything like that. I'm thin...
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    avoiding the kitchen and chatty people

    got a new roommate. he's extremely chatty, and he hangs out in the kitchen reading most of the time. i tend to like snacking throughout the day, because i get hungry a lot. but now that he's sitting out there so much, i don't really want to go out there even for meals. i just sit back in my...
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    returning to college

    i'm considering returning to college. i went for a year, but didn't go back. it's been about five years now, and i feel like just one year of college is a bit of a waste... but i'm now eligible for enough grant aid that i wouldnt need to take out loans, so seems like a good time to go, rather...
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    A difficult choice

    I'm being faced with an extremely difficult decision... I'm in an ... ambiguous relationship going on two years. I love him a lot. I moved with him to another state when he got a job there. Now he wants to leave the country for a job. In order for me to go with him, we'd have to get married...
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    Airport fears and luggage

    when it comes to flying, most people fear the actual flying part. what do i fear? security and boarding... I always seem to make a fool out of myself while going through security, whether it's taking out too much stuff, forgetting where i put things, not knowing what all to put in the bins, or...
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    Who would you be if you had no anxiety?

    if you were not shy, if you were not afraid, if you didn't hold yourself back, who would you be? what is your ideal you? who do you imagine yourself to be? i kind of enjoy taking personality tests and answering them how i wish i could answer them, what i really want, versus what i really do...
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    success and improvements

    over the years people have told me i'm not good with conversation, get frustrated with me for short answers, not asking them questions, etc. i've really been working on my conversation skills through reading books, reading online tips, the help of a friend, and just practicing when i can. for...
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    can't calm down

    i didnt think i was stressed out. maybe just shrugging things off as not a big deal. but i think it's getting to me. chest tight, shaky, feel like i can't breathe deep enough, anxious feeling, easily tear up if i think about things... trying to fight it back and just calm down, focus. i drank a...
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    emotional breakdowns and double standards

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    Post what you cannot say

    i love you, but it just feels like you're poisoning my mind i know you're trying to help but maybe you're making things worse you've made me aware of things that i cant get out of my mind making me question all i've ever known you encourage me to question the reasons behind things to understand...
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    what do you want to do this year?

    What are some of your goals or plans for the new year? i was quite successful with my goals the past year, so i'm challenging myself this year.
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    shoot for the moon

    grew up hearing the saying "shoot for the moon. even if you miss, you'll land among the stars." always dismissed it as a cute saying, and never really thought much about it. but as you grow up, people tell those who dare to dream that they should be more realistic, that your chances of making it...
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    what is your meaning?

    what is the meaning of your life? what is it that you truly want in life? what are some things you enjoy? what are things you hope to achieve, see, or do in life? do you want happiness? do you want love? do you want a family? do you want power? do you want money? do you want to create? do you...
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    change your personality

    change your personality by altering the way you think really good video. a bit long, but worth the watch. this is something i'm trying to put into practice https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=krMStWXUYlg
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    starting an experiment

    I've decided, with the help of a dear friend, to do an experiment. I'm going to attempt to alter my personality and get as close as I can to the ideal version of myself. First step was determining exactly who I want to be, what personality type and characteristics I want. To make that a bit...
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