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    When All Hope Is Lost...

    Imagine if your Social Anxiety Disorder will never improve, and you will never make a friend or get married or get a relationship or partner in your life. And you will keep degenerating as SAD devours you slowly. You spend all your time alone, with almost no social interaction. Every day is...
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    SAD & The Lack Of Connections

    Another disabling factor of SAD in finding jobs is the lack of personal connections. I have always heard of people around me talking about how they got jobs due to knowing people who know people who are hiring, or friends who are employers themselves, or friends who can vouch for them to a...
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    Self-Destructive Pleasure Suicide

    Obviously I know suicide is not allowed to be discussed here, but I don't think this is really called 'suicide'. You see, I am too much of a coward to commit suicide (although I have tried in the past, but didn't succeed), so I use a more long-term method to end my life prematurely, and enjoy...
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    The Single-Player Game Of Life

    Some say that a life alone can be made very enjoyable and fulfilling if one is always looking for hobbies, taking up new interests, improving oneself, etc. But there is a hiearchy of human needs, the most basic survival needs which are obviously food, water, shelter, etc. Above that, one of the...
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    Genetic Dead End & The Killer Of A Bloodline

    As a Chinese male, one of the most important obligations I have is to ensure the survival and continuity of my bloodline and my heritage. My recorded bloodline and heritage (from my mother's side) stretches all the way back to a Hakka village in China, almost two hundred years before my...
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    Many of you will relate to this

    This writer discusses many of the things we post on this forum, in a harsh but very realistic way. 6 Harsh Truths That Will Make You a Better Person | Cracked.com
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    Prostitution, Virginity & the Illusion of Intimacy

    When I was a virgin, I thought by having sex I would become better and happier. Since I lost my virginity last year to a prostitute, I have been spending large sums of money to pay beautiful, hot women for sex. It has become an addiction. I thought by having sex with so many hot females (whom...
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    I've returned! My great success and even greater failure...

    At the start of July 2012, after having been a regular on this forum for 6 years, I decided to take a long break and change my life, for the better. I wanted to never need to come back here again, hoping to recover. I deletedd over half of all my posts, including all 13 pages of threads I ever...
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