Surely the number of people who beat you and tormented you is less than the number of people who did nothing to you. You can't dismiss the entire world because of a few bad apples. I've been bullied to the point of violence in my younger years as well, and for years I kept hoping bad things would happen to those people, but eventually I had to let go of all that negativity and just make peace with what happened. It's not like I can change that. What I can change is how it affects my life today.
It's not the number, it's the impact those people have had. And I have learnt from those experiences about how I like to interact with the world, and have moved on.
You said " being around people didn't improve or damage my health." It's like saying to someone who has been raped or physically abused, that their reaction to the abuse was what affected their health, not the assault itself.
I'm not dismissing the entire world, did I say that? I simply do better in my own company, solitude energizes me, that is where I have found happiness. I have made peace, peace in my own company. I'm not interested in what happened to those people, I never wished bad things would happen to them.
I am happy with my independence and the level of interaction I choose to have with people, and that is minimal. I have discovered that being around people for too long is not good for me. I appreciate the positive connections I have made, but they are irregular, and I am OK with that.
Maybe it has affected my life for the better. I am not lonely, I know what makes me happy, I have lived and experienced, and that does not involve pining away for the lack of human company.
I can be happy and inspired, and I find that I achieve that most often in solitude. What is wrong with saying that? It seems to some it is almost like blasphemy a crime.