Not good. Been having health anxiety for the past week. I talked to my "friend", thinking she would comfort me, like she normally does. Instead, she made me feel worse. I keep wondering if that was her motive. She's changed drastically within the past month, it's depressing.
I've convinced myself I have cancer, and she basically agreed and said I need to go to the doctor. Usually she tries her best to tell me I'm alright.
Disappointed, I went to give blood today, (I pushed myself to do it because it was for a good cause) but I wasn't able to because my iron was too low. I'll try again next time.
I feel strange tonight, as if my emotions are on a knife edge. I think it's because I'm exhausted. I have to get up early for a full day's work tomorrow morning which isn't helping, but I need the money (spending waaay too much.)
I'm happy though I was feeling a bit low earlier, but something has lifted my mood
Today after work i needed to get to the bus stop to get home,its about 1 mile walk trough a busy town centre,in the middle of my journey i started to blush and felt like a nuke was dropped on me and about 50 people saw me so it was good to feel like a douche bag besides this all the day was great.