Jungle
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I don't know why I am writing this, but I feel like a complete weirdo by thinking in the way I do.
I always feel guilty of something when it comes to dealing with women, especially the ones around my age, the idea of thinking about them as partners or lovers makes me feel like I've disrespected them... this is ridiculous.
Being attracted to a girl that's way more younger than I am, is something inconcevable to me, I don't know...call it personal ethics or something.
Yet I could easily be attracted to a 30-50 years old woman and completely assume it (I find myself hypocritical).
I never had any dirty thoughts when talking to a woman, yet I always manage to feel guilty in a way.
I am trying to be as modest as possible, especially when it comes to eye contact, many people on the streets here look down, I don't know if this is because of dog excrement [JK], shyness, or just being downright snobs.
Today, on my way home I've come across a girl that had some particular facial expression, I can't describe it, but you know, this happens often between boys and girls. I handled it with a poker face, looked at her then away.
What's the point of this thread? I don't know, just call it a rant.
I always feel guilty of something when it comes to dealing with women, especially the ones around my age, the idea of thinking about them as partners or lovers makes me feel like I've disrespected them... this is ridiculous.
Being attracted to a girl that's way more younger than I am, is something inconcevable to me, I don't know...call it personal ethics or something.
Yet I could easily be attracted to a 30-50 years old woman and completely assume it (I find myself hypocritical).
I never had any dirty thoughts when talking to a woman, yet I always manage to feel guilty in a way.
I am trying to be as modest as possible, especially when it comes to eye contact, many people on the streets here look down, I don't know if this is because of dog excrement [JK], shyness, or just being downright snobs.
Today, on my way home I've come across a girl that had some particular facial expression, I can't describe it, but you know, this happens often between boys and girls. I handled it with a poker face, looked at her then away.
What's the point of this thread? I don't know, just call it a rant.