It's a feeling of envy of someone (known friends or the famous or royal)
Thinking such things are possible; if I got some luck
Someone gets disabled in an accident and manages to restore their lifestyle after recovery, including the accompaniament of others
Due to my career being crippled for no reason explained at all
with no friends, family or employer, life reaches a swift end.
I don't really need any crowbar'ing off the street (support / help)
All I need is for someone to listen to me for once, show respect and let me work, by stopping telling me that I can't. They seal my fate and enjoy being paid for that
I have social stamina and verve. Not quite at homeless state yet
Something can happen to cheer me up. It's a reminder that a lot of things in the world are very simple, basic & easy. I hate all the happy people who never have to do anything - they just always love everything throughout life, forever. I concentrate on my worries and let them drag me down. A world of happy and gay people
I do want riots in recruiter agency offices. By dismembering these people in severe pain from burns, chemical methods, putting me in jail forever would change the world, by political decision to disallow recruitment to prevent employment