Dark angel
Well-known member
I mean, is not like I suffer constant nightmares neither I suffer from insomnia. But this has become a new modality for me lately. Usually when I go to sleep I just don't want to. It is like a way of me trying to hold back time( as if I could *sigh*). I just fear the next day to come. The funny part is that my life is not that exciting for me to be waiting for something else or weird to happen, it is just the same old routinge so I know that everything will be just more of the same thing all over again. But still, there's that part of me that doesn't want to go back to sleep as a way to avoid a whole new day of preocupations about, What will it be like? Will I handle myself well without feeling weird? Or simply just overthinking every single situation. It doesn't really matter if I feel tired or very sleepy, I just try to prolong bedtime.