KiaKaha
Banned
I know right? Where the hell do I get off doing something like this? The nerve of some people...self indulgent nonsense is what this is.
Well you know, I have far too much inside of me to NOT do a Journal - I have far too many thoughts and questions that I need to express, so seeing as I have been here for a while, I thought I would indulge myself. I dont expect anyone to read this, nor do I expect any responses - this is merely a way to make sense of the things that I think about. It also gives other people here an opportunity to ignore me if they are so inclined.
Y'see... My mind is often very clouded....and I dont articulate very well in person - the only time I can truly be myself is through the written word. I hope not to make this a diary about the daily events of my life, thats terribly boring.... more about how I percieve the world - and why things dont make any sense to me.... why I am so unsatisfied with why things are the way that they are....and why I feel I deserve to be cynical about it all. A chance to express the theories and conclusions I come to about the world....whether they are correct or not (and I dont know if they are - this is half my problem)
I imagine there is going to be a lot of complaining... I like to complain... never really been a 'for' kind of guy.... more of an 'against' type. Half glass empty...that sorta thing.
Anyway - for those who dont know - Arohanui is a Maori phrase meaning much love. It is a sentiment of encouragement and strength - it is my message to all of you - to tell you that even if you feel alone, even if you feel no one cares or understands - or that you have been treated unfailry - that there is always going to be somone on your side - and that by the sheer fact of your own humanity - you have worth.
Anyway sorry to put you all through this - browsers back button is on the top left of the screen ;-)
Well you know, I have far too much inside of me to NOT do a Journal - I have far too many thoughts and questions that I need to express, so seeing as I have been here for a while, I thought I would indulge myself. I dont expect anyone to read this, nor do I expect any responses - this is merely a way to make sense of the things that I think about. It also gives other people here an opportunity to ignore me if they are so inclined.
Y'see... My mind is often very clouded....and I dont articulate very well in person - the only time I can truly be myself is through the written word. I hope not to make this a diary about the daily events of my life, thats terribly boring.... more about how I percieve the world - and why things dont make any sense to me.... why I am so unsatisfied with why things are the way that they are....and why I feel I deserve to be cynical about it all. A chance to express the theories and conclusions I come to about the world....whether they are correct or not (and I dont know if they are - this is half my problem)
I imagine there is going to be a lot of complaining... I like to complain... never really been a 'for' kind of guy.... more of an 'against' type. Half glass empty...that sorta thing.
Anyway - for those who dont know - Arohanui is a Maori phrase meaning much love. It is a sentiment of encouragement and strength - it is my message to all of you - to tell you that even if you feel alone, even if you feel no one cares or understands - or that you have been treated unfailry - that there is always going to be somone on your side - and that by the sheer fact of your own humanity - you have worth.
Anyway sorry to put you all through this - browsers back button is on the top left of the screen ;-)