So you're paying the price for your dad's hunting abilities, are you? That's unfortunate, but you can change!Well, I'm always surrounded by people. Wherever I'm going, it's like everyone decides that they want to go there too! Especially with females, though; it's like the universe is wagging them in front of my face, knowing that nothing will ever come of it. I think it's because my father has been "opening his legs" for pretty much anything with a skirt. As punishment, his son will be surrounded by females as he was, yet any attempts to make something of it will be in vain. I dubbed this occurence the "Entourage Effect"::.
How come?Restless........
Just feeling depressed, as usual. Don't really want to talk to anyone so I'm hiding in my room listening to music and browsing the internet. Should just go to bed soon.How come, Mikey? ::
I just cant believe how MEAN and SELFISH some people can be.
I have no idea actually lol.I've had a bad day. Not feeling it at all.
How come?
Just feeling depressed, as usual. Don't really want to talk to anyone so I'm hiding in my room listening to music and browsing the internet. Should just go to bed soon.
Just feeling depressed, as usual.
Should just go to bed soon.
Fair enough. Sometimes we get these feelings that have no basis. I know that because it's happening right now.I have no idea actually lol.
I had a nap today and I thought I would be cheered up after that but no, didn't happen. I hope I do. Thanks.I'm so sorry you're feeling depressed Mickey. Hope you cheer up after a good night sleep![]()
Well, there's a few niggling thoughts in my head that won't go away but apart from that, it's not really anything.Oh I'm so sorry to hear that, anything in particular?
I know for me it's not always.
She's got it much worse than I do and yet I'm upset at nothing. That in itself makes me upset.
Yeah, I know what you mean. Where did you volunteer? (Sorry if you've mentioned it before.)It's partly the uselessness of depression that really gets to me.
When I was volunteering, I heard some terrible stories, difficult difficult stuff that people were having to deal with. I'd sometimes wish that I could do their suffering for them, since I was going to be miserable anyway.
Where did you volunteer?
Ah, okay. How were they?A while with the local hospice. Then a while with Samaritans.
Ah, okay. How were they?
Yeah, if you're socially anxious it can be a daunting experience, even though you enjoy helping and it's worthwhile. At least you made the effort to do it, which I have nothing but admiration for.A wonderful opportunity to feel like I was doing something worthwhile.
But. You know. People-oriented.
I'm an emotional mess at the moment and I really need to consider if I will ever get to a point where I'm comfortable with the type of work I'm doing, or if a change of direction to something less of a challenge is what I need