I did something totaly out of character yesterday..... Espeacily as my main lack of confidence and anxiety comes from my appearance.
Was at the docters office trying to get appointment to see a docter, after receptionist told me they were all booked up as I was leaving I said "I would never normaly say this, but you have the best smile and are gorgeous".
She smiled and said "you've realy made my day" then I turned around and left.
As I was walking out the door she goes "I think you forgot something" and im like ?? she goes "you forgot to get my mobile number"
=) =) =)
quite proud of myself realy. Because I wasnt trying to pick her up, just genuinely wanted to compliment her (and make a small step towards overcoming my anxiety with apperance. )
Perhaps im not as hideously deranged as i think i am