To cut a long story short - after two and a half years I've been made redundant, and I left last Friday. We went to the pub after work. I for the first time had more than one drink and semi-enjoyed the night. I was flooded with hugs and people saying nice things. Before the last day I managed to ask for and get quite a few phone numbers (still mostly through the internet I'm afraid). But I will likely only see any of them again when I visit them at work, or at the Christmas party. So what's the point? I wanted to say, "I have no friends and no life, so if you like me so much, does anyone here want to meet up, see a film or something? I'm really desperate." But you can't say that can you.
Maybe it's that everyone likes me because I'm shy, but don't actually want to spend any time with me. Is that it? IMHO I'm happy and nice, but that doesn't mean fun to be with, as much as I'd like to be.
Maybe it's that everyone likes me because I'm shy, but don't actually want to spend any time with me. Is that it? IMHO I'm happy and nice, but that doesn't mean fun to be with, as much as I'd like to be.