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Pink_Paula

Pink_Paula

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Thank you so much Rexus, Dronee and WelshOne, it was horrible waking up today and him not being here, i miss him so much! but i guess as they say he's in a better place now, i just wish that place could still be here with me!
 
Square_Eyes

Square_Eyes

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The most angry, depressed and tearful I've been in a long time. I've just got back from Uni where one of my lecturers was aggressively insisting that everybody contribute, as in voice their ideas, for the task we were supposed to be working on collectively. If anyone hadn't said anything over the course of two minutes he would immediately draw everyone's attention to that fact and demand that we say something. The whole thing was totally unexpected and completely humiliating. I'm not even angry at my lecturer despite him knowing the full extent of my SAD. I'm angry that I allowed myself to believe that I could cope with University or life for that matter.
 
Dronee

Dronee

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square_eyes said:
The most angry, depressed and tearful I've been in a long time. I've just got back from Uni where one of my lecturers was aggressively insisting that everybody contribute, as in voice their ideas, for the task we were supposed to be working on collectively. If anyone hadn't said anything over the course of two minutes he would immediately draw everyone's attention to that fact and demand that we say something. The whole thing was totally unexpected and completely humiliating. I'm not even angry at my lecturer despite him knowing the full extent of my SAD. I'm angry that I allowed myself to believe that I could cope with University or life for that matter.
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You can do it. Listen... I know a thing or two about humiliation, much more than I care to... You can't let it get you down. This would be the phase of your life where you need to stand up to your fears.

It will not happen today, this week, this month or even this year... But humans have great resilience... Don't hit yourself too hard. Give yourself a chance... Take it slow. You never know, you may surprise yourself.
 
Square_Eyes

Square_Eyes

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Dronee said:
You can do it. Listen... I know a thing or two about humiliation, much more than I care to... You can't let it get you down. This would be the phase of your life where you need to stand up to your fears.

It will not happen today, this week, this month or even this year... But humans have great resilience... Don't hit yourself too hard. Give yourself a chance... Take it slow. You never know, you may surprise yourself.
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Cheers for the support Dronee. I've managed to calm myself down a bit over the last hour.
 
meatcake

meatcake

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iamthenra said:
I'm feeling lost... Like it doesn't matter what I do, I always wind up feeling alone with nobody to turn to. The only thing that I have ever wanted was a gf.... The only person I have ever been able to turn to for advice, was my father and he died in 2002. I'm tired of living. I just want it to end.
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hey, sorry you're feeling down. i can certainly relate. are you out in the country or something? maybe if you moved to a big city you'd be able to find someone easier?
 
blue-roses

blue-roses

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Feeling anxious...my mum wants me to apply for a job at the jeweller's...I know I'm not going to get it - I can tell they want someone with some retail experience and who can work year-round without study commitments - but I'm going to feel like a complete idiot just going in and trying when they know I know I'm not what they're looking for!
 
Lissa102

Lissa102

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I feel quite miserable. I am resentful, bitter, angry and sad.

My husband lives in the UK and I live in the USA, I cant move there until I'm 21 and he cant move here becos I have no money to support him.
We haven't seen in each other in a month.

My birthday is on Nov. 16, I'm turning 20 and I still live at home.
My mother and I hate each other and she said if we get into one more fight with each other that I'll have to leave.
I have no where to go and none of my friends will let me stay with them.
I cant say anything to my mom becos it will start a fight and I cant risk that so I just have to keep quiet and do whatever she tells me to do.

I have no job, cant find work, I have no money, I dont have a high school diploma becos I'm too stupid to pass my classes and any tests.

I have depression and social phobia and cant seem to function on my own, I'm like a child.

In a nut shell:

It's going to be my birthday, my 1 year anniversary ((for when I started dating my husband)) and its almost Christmas and I have got nothing productive done in my life yet.
My mom hates me and wants to kick me out and my husband is in another country.

That's it.
 
Hellhound

Hellhound

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iamthenra said:
I'm feeling lost... Like it doesn't matter what I do, I always wind up feeling alone with nobody to turn to. The only thing that I have ever wanted was a gf.... The only person I have ever been able to turn to for advice, was my father and he died in 2002. I'm tired of living. I just want it to end.
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I wish i could help... :(
 
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