Chronic_Rabbit
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I'll start off I suppose. I have every symptom of Avoidant disorder, a couple black and white patches around some of the symptoms, but all in all I have the symptoms. Now I have created many fantasy worlds. My main one is the one I'll be mainly discussing.
I am an avid anime viewer, and I watch anime in the original japanese format as well. Because I am an avid anime viewer; a lot of my fantasy world is influenced by anime. My fantasy world is a 2d anime plot to be more exact. It follows a main character who's had a horrid childhood and is what we call an angel, but an angel species that have descended onto earth. This angel species was wiped out 1000 years ago but a few tribes have survived and have continued to rome around the earth. The last of the tribes were wiped out when the main character was 8. He eventually finds a love, but it never works out properly. I don't want to get too into it because I could write a book about all of this.
I basically daydream ALL day, regardless of where I am, about this. I add and take things out with excruciating detail. I'm daydreaming best about this when I'm listening to music which is Emocore, Anime OST's, Post-Hardcore, Metalcore, MOVIE OST's, ect... The music that best fits in with this is the ANIME OST's.
The other worlds are just basically me having the image I always wanted, with the exception of being "COOL". I don't have the personality to be cool though, so I know it'll never happened, but still it's nice to imagine it. Not the popular cool though, just a random kid that doesn't really do much but has a kind of emo cool sense to him. Eh, and the other ones are other anime worlds. I have around 8 worlds that run all day long which I control. It's weird I know, but that's the only way I can function.
I am an avid anime viewer, and I watch anime in the original japanese format as well. Because I am an avid anime viewer; a lot of my fantasy world is influenced by anime. My fantasy world is a 2d anime plot to be more exact. It follows a main character who's had a horrid childhood and is what we call an angel, but an angel species that have descended onto earth. This angel species was wiped out 1000 years ago but a few tribes have survived and have continued to rome around the earth. The last of the tribes were wiped out when the main character was 8. He eventually finds a love, but it never works out properly. I don't want to get too into it because I could write a book about all of this.
I basically daydream ALL day, regardless of where I am, about this. I add and take things out with excruciating detail. I'm daydreaming best about this when I'm listening to music which is Emocore, Anime OST's, Post-Hardcore, Metalcore, MOVIE OST's, ect... The music that best fits in with this is the ANIME OST's.
The other worlds are just basically me having the image I always wanted, with the exception of being "COOL". I don't have the personality to be cool though, so I know it'll never happened, but still it's nice to imagine it. Not the popular cool though, just a random kid that doesn't really do much but has a kind of emo cool sense to him. Eh, and the other ones are other anime worlds. I have around 8 worlds that run all day long which I control. It's weird I know, but that's the only way I can function.