So, one of the general characterisitvs of an Avpd-er is a propensity towards triangular relationships.
And, for me, propensity equals exclusivity.
Of course this all results in both me and the guy feeling used and abused, confused, weirded out and like sh*t. Well, sometimes the guy bypasses these feelings, but not me.
I NEED to STOP doing this. But, somehow, I never feel any attraction towards available men. But put a taken one in front of me and I have myself convinced I'm in love in a blink of an eye!
How can I fix this?!?!
NOTE - I don't mean to blame my low morals on AvPD, well, idk, maybe I do. I'm kinda scr**ed up right now and don't really even know how to communicate what I'm feeling.
And, for me, propensity equals exclusivity.
Of course this all results in both me and the guy feeling used and abused, confused, weirded out and like sh*t. Well, sometimes the guy bypasses these feelings, but not me.
I NEED to STOP doing this. But, somehow, I never feel any attraction towards available men. But put a taken one in front of me and I have myself convinced I'm in love in a blink of an eye!
How can I fix this?!?!
NOTE - I don't mean to blame my low morals on AvPD, well, idk, maybe I do. I'm kinda scr**ed up right now and don't really even know how to communicate what I'm feeling.