PennyLane
Well-known member
I find it strange how split I am with what I want. You'd think as an introvert you'd want to be by yourself, as meeting people and spending time with them can be challenging...yet i crave company..i don't really like to be alone and i love to be with others..even when i don't have a boyfriend i miss sleeping beside someone...so why on the other hand do i find being with people so hard, especially when it gives me so much?
Its strange how there is a battle between the part of me that loves having friends and being with people and the part thats terrified of it!
It seems friendship and love are the only things i really want in life and yet they are the things that elude me the most through my own doing.
Does anyone find this??
Its strange how there is a battle between the part of me that loves having friends and being with people and the part thats terrified of it!
It seems friendship and love are the only things i really want in life and yet they are the things that elude me the most through my own doing.
Does anyone find this??