I am sick and tired of feeling so ugly. I have a boyfriend of two years and I love him to pieces and i'm not saying I want to cheat on him or anything like that. I just wish guys would pay attention to me, I feel so jealous of my sister I live with her and any time we are out all the guys look at her even when she looks a mess (which she never does) I think I've been given the ugly gene. I just wish I could get glances, I make sure I look good every day and always walk around with a tiny smile on my face so I don't look miserable, is it because i'm fat?, I just feel fed up, the only time guys truly give me attention is at a club but that's only cause his mate talks to my mate and he wants someone to talk too so is kinda like his wingman "i'll take the fat lassie for you bro".
Even when i'm out with my boyfriend I notice girls smile at him, cause he is a charmer and a funny guy, like once we were sitting on a train and he was making jokes and smiling and the girl opposite smiled and played with her hair the whole journey...I got so defensive and kept kissing and touching him but she didn't even notice me just my boyfriend.
I am so jealous, its always been like this though for a long time...Is it because i'm quiet, all I want is a passing glance and a smile that's all I am asking for....
Even when i'm out with my boyfriend I notice girls smile at him, cause he is a charmer and a funny guy, like once we were sitting on a train and he was making jokes and smiling and the girl opposite smiled and played with her hair the whole journey...I got so defensive and kept kissing and touching him but she didn't even notice me just my boyfriend.
I am so jealous, its always been like this though for a long time...Is it because i'm quiet, all I want is a passing glance and a smile that's all I am asking for....