Way to go James! Keep being positiveYou know what, I'm going to be positive here. In 5 years, I'm going to be happy with where I am in life. I can't believe I just said that, haha.
In the next 2-3 years if i havent overcome SA yet, probably just commit suicide, not much point in keep living like this tbh, SA is holding me back to study, get a job, get friends,leave the house, cant do any of this, and i think my parents wont maintain me for much longer, so i would have to do something. My guess is probably SA free, with a lot of friends and a job, or dead, sorry im being so negative but its just how i feel.