But I still cannot KNOW the squirrel you speak of. Hmm, I don't know.
I guess you can reject my belief of my squirrel because it never happened to you. That is okay by me. The feelings or messages or ideas given to me were meant only FOR me. Talking about them to ANYONE (as I have done) can be an exercise in futility (as maybe it was).
But your squirrel... like the "Christian" squirrel I've been told about endlessly and endlessly, ad nauseum... the more I'm told about it does NOT make the squirrel any more true TO ME, or the events of flood(s), war and famine that was talked about in the Bible any better understood BY ME...
Muslim, Jewish, and Christian are related like... at least by being very distant brothers or distant cousins... or maybe cousins or brothers whom they are probably a bit more close than that... I don't know, I guess they are not close if I cannot find a reference to Islam or Quran at the following website...
BibleGateway.com: A searchable online Bible in over 100 versions and 50 languages.
Nevertheless, it seems the squirrel you cling to gives you happiness and you're grounded in something. The same thing goes for me. And like the squirrel we both each have come to know, that message was meant only for those whom the message was delivered to.
Enter the movie The Matrix. Say what you will but I found it to be an endlessly fascinating film. There is one part of the film that I want you to understand, though...
"When Neo comes from his first discussion with the Oracle, Morpheus says, “What was said was for you and for you alone” (The Matrix). Morpheus sees the relationship between the Oracle and those she speaks with as personal and incommunicable. Abraham was not able to communicate his instructions from God. They were for him and for him only. Morpheus also believes in the ability of the One. The singularity and particularity of his belief contrasts the common universality of ethics. Thus Morpheus also experiences the inwardness and individuality of the Knight of Faith."
Matrix quote above is here.
I don't follow what Abraham did at all. All I know is what is in The Matrix movie, which retells faith and humanity in a different way. In that film was the quote "What was said was for you and for you alone," where one character begins to say to another something that might question the second character's faith... the second character says that quote "What was said..."
To put it another way, I'm glad you have your faith and that I have mine. My faith matters to me, I hope you keep what you feel is true and genuine to yourself.
Blessed Be, Ehsan
-Jack in WA