SickJoke

like your avatar!

"It's not what you say, it's how you say it". - I still think of this advice to date

Where'd you go?

Keep up the great posts.. the tough talk is often needed the most. Peace.

hey sickjoke, how's it going?
i've started watching a lot of george carlin (and also bill hicks) because of him being your photo thingy.
i feel absolutly ****ing awful today, an occupational hazard of being bi polar and add.
i guess comedy keeps me going and the strange thing is i can always make my friends laugh even when i feel utterly shit myself.
do you ever feel paranoid about other people?
like they know things about you..mm i'm just messed up.
hope you are ok.

Hey thanks for the compliment. Honestly I have learned a lot from all your posts... so much so I usually read them multiple times. Peace.

hey, not bad. Tired of being lonely heh.

Sorry for the ignoring, I just got caught up with my painful emotions. Your cool sickjoke

You know like in the rejection game hearing that iam annoying makes me flip out. I was crippled when psych said that.

Just swung by to say hi!

Haha good video... watched also some Christians performing a sacrifice (the thing that happened to the girl in the other topic)... it's just insane, Christians are hardcore in the US, unlike in Europe... A guy was like he just took an extasy pill lol he cried, he was running up and down the room,crazy stuff... it's a whole other level in the US

I think the book makes me feel like an emotionless animal in survival mode - which makes my anxiety and unreal pictures come up - I guess coz of my loneliness but whatever, it's just the weird me lol

Yea it seems emotionless, mysterious... I got a "dark" mental picture associated with the book ever since I read a review from a guy that said he got into a life crysis... well it ain't that bad, I kinda like to have all my answer about life answered. I kinda feel better now, it's like I know what happened, how it all started and it makes me feel at peace... guess I really like to have everything answered, same with my SA, at times I rather would like to know the cause of SA and research it than go out and desentisize myself to my SA... science does a good job at explaining stuff. I never really believed in religion anyway, like god put Adam on this world or whatever haha... I was just kinda spiritual... I still am in a way, might change after I finish the book though, but whatver... it is what is

Your the man sickjock, what's up with people wishing you would leave- I guess they can't take the truth you present lol

Anyway Iam going, have a good day

Yea thanks for letting me know of this interesting book, I think the book will only get better, got to the part where communication is mentioned and agresive behaviour.... I think Iam gona study some sort of science when Iam over SA and get to go to college

This book got some darkness to it lol which makes me attracted to it haha,

Science is interesting, no maybes and bla bla like religion

Book is the shit... I felt some emptiness already though, I see myself as a survival machine and nothing more now... what does it matter now if Iam happy or unhappy, if Iam ugly or pretty, my job is to have sex so my genes can live on and then die ahhhh

Only read 3 chapters though

I wish you would leave this forum

hello sickjoke how're you?
i think i read some of your posts. plus if i remember rightly your picture is of some american comedian that i like.
sorry for being vague, my life is so ****ed up i cannot actually remember much at all.
hope you're well

Haha well let me put it this way... I'm just curious as to whether you have anxiety problems or just like helping people.

Hey I was wondering if you're a doctor or if you just play one here on SPW?

i love george carlin.

is that you in your avatar?