Oh jeez where to start....
Um, Well I want to be that clever/witty guy, who always has something to say that you don't necessarly have think about a lot but something but makes you go "oh yeah :😛:" I want to be original, very much my own person, different from everyone else, "travel the road less traveled" kinda guy. Very laid back and easy going, but not in a way that I don't care about anything. Always be able to bring a smile to other people faces, kind, considerate, caring. I want to be able to be comfortably awkward, yet also smooth (yes, the person I want to be is impossible like perfection). I want to say things that have meaning and be able to embrace mistakes with a smile and a joke.
I really wouldn't want to be too much different from the person I am right now. I'm so glad I have a passion for nature, and the I have a talent for running. I wouldn't want to be someone else who didn't love those things
Just to be able to communicate confidently without my anxiety interfering is probably the only thing I would change. And that could be possible if I work hard at it.
I wanna be outgoing, socially, having a career(nice job or as a musician/bookwriter), more extrovert, don't care what people think of me, secure, confident, not afraid to say what i think, not anxious around people, just being myself, and not afraid of making a fool out of myself.
Happy in my own skin, know that I got beauty, instead of a low self image.
Very Talk-active, not afraid to go in huge crowds, see my friends more than only very often, make more phone calls, acceptance, good social skills,
being realistic more than now, cope with my stuff and have grip on my heavy emotions, being a strong (emotionally) woman.
Someone who is assertive and strong, who isn't a push over and is selfless.
Someone who is successful, happy and wealthy (not in a greedy way ... I mean where I can live in a nice house somewhere without worry of being kicked out.)
Also, someone that people take seriously rather than laugh at or become confused/annoyed by. Oh, and be very smart, too.