I'm happy for each day because I know that I will beat this
I'm steadily running out of things to live for....while I can still enjoy hobbies and interests that took my fancy back in the day....years of depression and a lack of funds mean they are no longer a legit reason for me living these days.
The only things that I can honestly say are keeping me going are:
1. my dog,
2. the possibility that things could actually turn around in the future and I find a partner or wealth,
3. The fact I still have my health.