Every time I try to make friends online I fail bacause I simply have nothing to say. I just can't come up with any topics.
Everybody talks about school or work, I don't go to eather.
Everybody has hobbies, I can't stay interested long enough to get one.
Everybody has political/philosophical/etc opinion, I have none because I feel it doesn't matter.
Everybody has interesting lives, I sleep all day and then sit at my computer whole night.
It's just horrible. I've missed my whole teenage years. I've done nothing. I have no experience. I don't have any opinions.
Only thing I can talk about is to complain about my probelms! Nobody wants to hear that all the time.
I think I'm becoming so hollow. I barely feel anything anymore, my brains don't work. And I don't know how I could fix this. I should go out and get a life but in a way it's so much EASIER to have given up. No pressure, no anxiety, just forget about it and wait for death