Tavon
Member
First of all this is my first post, nice to meet all of you.
I don't know why I have Social Anxiety. I've had a very fortunate life. Never been bullied, never been hated by someone, don't have any traumatic experiences, no health problems, money isn't a big issue (middle class), I'm tall, I'm smart, Both my parents are with me and supportive (not as common as it should be in the black community), get compliments on my looks all the time yet this problem eats away at me everyday. I'm dying on the inside and depressed as hell. Everyday that goes by with this issue I feel like I am wasting opportunities in life. Only thing I can think of is that I got fat when I was a kid but got tired of looking in the mirror and lost it all before I entered high school.
My dad says sometimes just shakes his head and says "I don't understand you", well I don't understand me either :sad:
I don't know why I have Social Anxiety. I've had a very fortunate life. Never been bullied, never been hated by someone, don't have any traumatic experiences, no health problems, money isn't a big issue (middle class), I'm tall, I'm smart, Both my parents are with me and supportive (not as common as it should be in the black community), get compliments on my looks all the time yet this problem eats away at me everyday. I'm dying on the inside and depressed as hell. Everyday that goes by with this issue I feel like I am wasting opportunities in life. Only thing I can think of is that I got fat when I was a kid but got tired of looking in the mirror and lost it all before I entered high school.
My dad says sometimes just shakes his head and says "I don't understand you", well I don't understand me either :sad: