sullyS25
Well-known member
It's true. I've just come back from a party for my sister's baby and i got drunk and i actually could talk to people and be humourous and care free, without alcohol i am uptight and not fun to be with. Why can't i be this way without alcohol!::
I know this feeling so well.....unfortunately for me the alcohol stopped working like it used to....or I would have to drink so much that I would black out to be sociable then I would wake up with anxiety, depression, shame and regret from what I did the night before....The easy fix was not the way for me and now that I do not drink I get impatient with the process of learning to be more sociable or learning to accept that I am shy and it is frustrating....but it is so much better than the side effect cause by prolonged alcohol abuse and drug abuse (I turned to drugs as well, I'm not saying you do the same.)