Song I Wrote About Suicide

[Alphasocket]

This is my first thread and I'd like to share a song I wrote and performed called 'Blank'.

YouTube - Mickey Lynch - Blank

Move on, take off
Cherishing the past
Means your life could never last
Dreaming on
Consuming your time
Cradle reality
Hope lies in a true goal
So don't depart your soul
Grazing upon
That dirt in your mind

Will I stay? If I do, act surprised
Since the fruitful life behind the wall is only blank

Ogres taking
Everything's for sale
'Til I bash the final nail
Loomin' in
The scent is sublime

Will I stay? If I do, act surprised
Since the fruitful life behind the wall is only blank

Taken away from me
F**k what you adorn
Naked from the day I was born
The choice is mine
I'm doin' just fine

Will I stay? If I do, act surprised
Since the fruitful life behind the wall is only blank

Is only blank
Is only blank
Is only blank
Is only blank

 

[Jimsie]

Great work Alpha. Amazing vocals!

 

[Hottie]

Ha coinsidence that is...with what i just posted back to you!!

Good song.

 

[DespairSoul]

Thank u for sharing u have great vocal i like it also music is good.

How long do u perform?

 

[DespairSoul]

Edit> this text and topic is close to my mind, i think almost everyday about it *sigh*

 

[Hottie]

Edit> this text and topic is close to my mind, i think almost everyday about it *sigh*

Hey DespairSoul,

I know the exact way you feel. I obsess about it all the time and today im having a rough day which only hightens the persistant thought. It is difficult to deal with as the thoughts can be so strong sometimes. Also it can be scary and lonely.

Just wanted to let you know that... You are not alone in this vicious cycle

 

[Pacific_Loner]

That's pretty good, you sing very well, did you play all the instruments and then mixed it?

 

[coyote]

awesome!!!

 

[DespairSoul]

Hey DespairSoul,

I know the exact way you feel. I obsess about it all the time and today im having a rough day which only hightens the persistant thought. It is difficult to deal with as the thoughts can be so strong sometimes. Also it can be scary and lonely.

Just wanted to let you know that... You are not alone in this vicious cycle

Hottie,

Thank u for feedback. Well i dislike admit laud that i feel suicidal almost everyday.Anytime if
i try socialize those thoughts obsess my mind. I'm sorry to hear it u have to deal with that too. :: *Hugs*

 

[Alphasocket]

Thank u for sharing u have great vocal i like it also music is good.

How long do u perform?

Thanks for the kind words. I've been playing guitar on and off since I was about 11. Thanks again

 

[Alphasocket]

That's pretty good, you sing very well, did you play all the instruments and then mixed it?

Yes. I did just that apart from the drums which had to be programmed in. Thanks for listening

 

[DespairSoul]

Thanks for the kind words. I've been playing guitar on and off since I was about 11. Thanks again

What what kind words U do have great voice. U could sing professional. Why not? 11 that's soon start and good for u because if sooner then better.::

 

[Deus_Ex_Lemur]

Dude mate wow - awesome. You want to do this more professionally or anything? Real talent here... great lyrics, voice, and guitar/music.

 

[Alphasocket]

Cheers Nah, this is just a hobby. I'm too long in the tooth and not too confident to be out trying to make money from this. Making music for fun is enough for me

 

[Feathers]

Yeah, it's really good... and wow for making it all yourself!!

I often feel 'blank' too.. don't think about suicide at all, did when I was younger, in my teens, but I know I'd miss SO MANY great times if I did it then!! So to all of you guys out there, please reconsider...

PS Do you work for Pfizer?

 

[Alphasocket]

PS Do you work for Pfizer?

Hahaha. Yeah I do but don't tell anyone

 

[Phoenixx]

That was fantastic, Alpha! Really enjoyed that. You have such great talent.