I swear I can't win with women. Every job I've had I swear a girl there will be a girl there who may as well be my new arc enemy. It's because of how I look. I have a giant 6'5" body but a king kong bundy type. I also have a face that looks like a cross between curly from the three stooges and a the chicken lady from kids in the hall. A man at a gas station once called me "curly" and the woman behind the counter started laughing her ass off in a vicious manner.
I also can't win in concept either. Once at work a fat guy, his nerdy wife and douchebag friend were making fun of me for being an outcast and shy. What bothered me is my body is much better than his was yet everyone was kind of implying that I should feel bad for being 60-70 pound overweight. He had giant grows on his arms and legs that looked like it could be a serious problem with some kind cancer but I never asked about this. His wife was kind of implying that I was creepy and unattractive yet she doesn't have a problem having sex with someone with a body like he has. I was hoping the logic of the situation would suggest that she can accept my body as being attractive but I guess not. I guess girls really are affected by conceptual attractors.
It's not like I shallow either I very rarely find anyone else ugly. I also wouldn't mind having sex (i'm a virgin though) with a fat girlfriend. I actually would prefer it to any abusive, cold, skinny girl. I actually seem to have something of a fat fetish. I guess the skinny girls where too abusive to me so I changed my attraction modes.
The problem here too is I encounter a lot of fat girls that behave the same way as the hot girls, like acting cold and rolling their eyes at people. It's like this everywhere I go and I get sick of it. The fat girls also don't seem to care to realize that some of the people they like to hang out with and identify with make fun of them for being fat behind their back.