So I've been going to this new therapist since november. She's around same age as me, and she has a brother I was friend with in school.
I've been talking to her about my social phobia, how alone I feel, that I have no frieds and depession. I talked alot about feeling rejected. I tried to add some people from work on Facebook, but got rejected. I asked her if I sendt her a friend request, what she would do. She replied that she didnt know.
Yesterday I almost start crying. I was so depressed after getting ignored by people at work, and felt so alone, and she seemed very worried about me.
Later at the evening, I actually sendt her a friend request on Facebook, since I felt so alone. I didnt get any respond then, and went to sleep.
When I wake up this morning I still feeled depressed. Then I thought about what I had done, and it felt so wrong. So I went to facebook, to delete the friend request. But then I was suprised that she had accepted. I guess she did that only because she thinks I'm suicidal and can't handle another rejection.
I know I can delete her from my friend list, but it felt so nice that she accepted. And I just can't do it. Still, it's a little weired to be friend with her at facebook. I know it was wrong of me to add her in the first place, but she's the only one I have now.
Now her brother can see that we are friends, and he might ask her how she knows me. I wonder what she's gonna do then. She can't tell him I'm a patient :question:
I've been talking to her about my social phobia, how alone I feel, that I have no frieds and depession. I talked alot about feeling rejected. I tried to add some people from work on Facebook, but got rejected. I asked her if I sendt her a friend request, what she would do. She replied that she didnt know.
Yesterday I almost start crying. I was so depressed after getting ignored by people at work, and felt so alone, and she seemed very worried about me.
Later at the evening, I actually sendt her a friend request on Facebook, since I felt so alone. I didnt get any respond then, and went to sleep.
When I wake up this morning I still feeled depressed. Then I thought about what I had done, and it felt so wrong. So I went to facebook, to delete the friend request. But then I was suprised that she had accepted. I guess she did that only because she thinks I'm suicidal and can't handle another rejection.
I know I can delete her from my friend list, but it felt so nice that she accepted. And I just can't do it. Still, it's a little weired to be friend with her at facebook. I know it was wrong of me to add her in the first place, but she's the only one I have now.
Now her brother can see that we are friends, and he might ask her how she knows me. I wonder what she's gonna do then. She can't tell him I'm a patient :question: