Ren Koutaisou
Well-known member
Hello.
I have never had sexual intercourse, but I have been strongly desiring it for years.
I am done with school right now. I work in a restaurant and I don't enjoy it at all.
In general, I am pretty antisocial but more specifically untalkative. Usually when I talk, I tend to go on and on about boring stuff or repeat the same phrase over and over, such as "what's up?"
Since I was about 16, I wanted to have sex but had few opportunities. I always ended up masturbating instead and I believe it is time for me to stop before my mind continues to accept it.
I really don't know how to carry conversations with people, and I keep thinking about sex all the time, even if I try not to.
What should I do? Sometimes I just don't know or don't care, but I want to try it (I'm not paying either) because I'm inching closer towards being obsessed.
I have never had sexual intercourse, but I have been strongly desiring it for years.
I am done with school right now. I work in a restaurant and I don't enjoy it at all.
In general, I am pretty antisocial but more specifically untalkative. Usually when I talk, I tend to go on and on about boring stuff or repeat the same phrase over and over, such as "what's up?"
Since I was about 16, I wanted to have sex but had few opportunities. I always ended up masturbating instead and I believe it is time for me to stop before my mind continues to accept it.
I really don't know how to carry conversations with people, and I keep thinking about sex all the time, even if I try not to.
What should I do? Sometimes I just don't know or don't care, but I want to try it (I'm not paying either) because I'm inching closer towards being obsessed.