Social-E-Aukward
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So, today I spent some time with a close friend who hasn't been doing too well. Another one of her friends came over and we all worked together on cleaning her house up. I don't have a problem with her friend, I just felt awkward. I don't normally hang out with other people. I had to leave not long after her friend showed up. When I was leaving, I said goodbye to her and was on my way out when I realized I'd left my coat... so, I went back to get it. They stopped talking when they saw me... I walked past her and her friend in the hallway and I explained that I'd left my coat. They must have been having a private conversation, and I felt like I was intruding. What's worse is that when I got to my car, I realized I'd left my bag... so then I had to go back and get it too. Again, I walked in when they were talking and they stopped and sort of stared at me. I picked up my bag and muttered that I was sorry, saying that I'd see her on Sunday (we've had plans to hang out on Sunday for several weeks now, 'cause my birthday is coming up).
I realized when I was driving home that I hadn't said anything at all to her friend since I'd first left. He and I don't run into each other much and I'm concerned that I may have given them the wrong idea, like maybe I have a problem with him, because I'm sure it looked like I was pretending he didn't exist. I'd like to be on a friend basis with him, because he's one of her closest friends and I'd like to hang out with them more.
My friend tells me a lot that I make her uncomfortable when her friends are around. She says I act differently when someone else is around, and I know it's true. I don't know them very well, and I can't help it. I'm afraid I just did the same thing again... I just feel really embarrassed, and it's been bothering me all day.
I realized when I was driving home that I hadn't said anything at all to her friend since I'd first left. He and I don't run into each other much and I'm concerned that I may have given them the wrong idea, like maybe I have a problem with him, because I'm sure it looked like I was pretending he didn't exist. I'd like to be on a friend basis with him, because he's one of her closest friends and I'd like to hang out with them more.
My friend tells me a lot that I make her uncomfortable when her friends are around. She says I act differently when someone else is around, and I know it's true. I don't know them very well, and I can't help it. I'm afraid I just did the same thing again... I just feel really embarrassed, and it's been bothering me all day.