Danced like nobody was watchin'
(with several females)... and
realized that indeed
no one was watching - despite me not being a good dancer. And I also realized that the girls really liked me (they were touching me and letting me touch them while dancing
). It was great... realizing those two things (but
REALLY realizing that - your brain accepting that as truth both consciously and subconsciously) basically cured my SA for a few days. I ****ed up though and started doing things that make me depressed/anxious, so I fell back again (what a ****in idiot, I could've been over this already xD, oh well, I still look
forward). I'm afraid of doing that again... but I know someday I will