Danced like nobody was watchin'
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(with several females)... and
realized that indeed
no one was watching - despite me not being a good dancer. And I also realized that the girls really liked me (they were touching me and letting me touch them while dancing
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). It was great... realizing those two things (but
REALLY realizing that - your brain accepting that as truth both consciously and subconsciously) basically cured my SA for a few days. I ****ed up though and started doing things that make me depressed/anxious, so I fell back again (what a ****in idiot, I could've been over this already xD, oh well, I still look
forward). I'm afraid of doing that again... but I know someday I will
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